Anticipation: the pressure of every request, awaiting the next video, this next project I have been planning since the end of 2002, main frame all mapped out on a story board poster, backed up in multiple forms. More traveling, filming, connections, photographers, sponsors, and ideas. Where I stand, life just keeps getting better, I am now more stable, more focus and more driven, than ever. When I hit bottom, I have struggled since, to get to this point, to where I'm at right now. Influenced and Inspired by all the people that surround me, understanding, utilizing resources, contacts, directing this all into my projects.
I started my next video the 1st day of 2003 it has consumed countless [some how seeming to be misspent] nights pulling together every letter, page, paper, note scattered in my files, every memory stick, slide, negative, photo, picture, zip, disk, C.D. Avi and MP3 I had left all of the never seen before tapes I filmed after 2002 before 2003, I ran through my laptop, to organize then back up archived for PSYCHOSiiS Version 2.4 to have a [fresh] cleaner start on the next large video project, no connection to PSYCHOSiiS [note, I am a very, very, well organized person; I have to be] all paper work, ideas and notes are a kept secret.